Lately, I've been thinking that I should just give up and let my children go god - hoping they will eventually come around to the truth. The number of influences pointing them toward nonsense is immense and I am fighting an uphill battle. Their grandparents, mother, aunts, uncles, neighbors, neighbors' parents, and classmates all espouse nonsense and assume that my children share in the nonsense. I have learned that human children are (hard?) wired to believe anything someone tells them confidently. Critical thinking is an acquired skill. The only people staunching the flow of nonsense are my brother and I.

Ultimately, though, my attempts are abortive because what it comes down to is that my sons "just want to believe in God". Nothing I have to say (problem of evil, inefficacy of prayer, inherent circularity in the idea of a Creator god) confronts that. Just about the only chance I have is pointing out that god is a serious hard core son of bitch, so that they stop wanting to believe in him, but their mother frowns on that sort of "negative argument".

As time goes on I am becoming increasingly aware that aesthetic concerns are the ultimate factor shaping world-views. You believe what you are prepared to accept or what you find pleasing, not necessarily what is best or true, and religions have the ultimate lock-in plan on this one. They fold up and hedge the playing field by brainwashing children before they even have a chance to object.